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fuck you mom,   I WIN  !!! i figured out that we have a guest login name on our computer so i can go on that and be on the regular at the same time. woohoo. still cant get on aim though. i tried. it would be loaded on as a shared file and mom would be able to see it in the menu bar. but at least i can get on here. i tried to write in an actual diary but its not the same.

tommorow i have to go to work @ 430 and before then im hangin with scott. whoot. surfin yaee. but if its no good then well head to the community center. so if anyone else would like to join us give me a ring. you know my number.

still fuckin hate my mom and whis i could live w/dad. : ( but i dont get a say in this do i? all i can say is as soon as i get my permit im out. donno where ill go but im gone. i remember telling caroline in 6th grade that my life would be over if i stopped caring. weeellll hun, i did. idont give a damn about anything. i have this happy face glued on tight and its not commin down. so i dont care what people think of me whether im this happy-go-lucky girl or the real me when im around celia, alyse, sam or erin. grr world grr

well must go. need to get my paycheck from cvs. one good thing about working there.

yo mich 'ere.

yerp. well then this is my last post. i wont be on anymore....at all. mom has this wacked out controll thingy with 2 pass words and i cant get through. but rite now she accidently deleted a cookie thing and um yea you dont want to hear 'bout that. summer 4 me sucks ass, major ass. im working all the time and working out.... then on my days off there are no waves whatsoever. FUCKIN MONKEY BALLS! ahem ::cough:: im ok now. im about in tears b/c none of my family was able to come see me get promoted in karate to instructor and celia was working. havnt been able to see any of my friends 'cept caroline but her mom seemed pretty mad. yet again long story. well must go b4 people get home. fuck 'em all

goodnite, luv y'all. dont forget that.